nothing like a self-centered soul sucking roomate to ruin a good fucking trip.


as written in a letter to someone:
" ...and after I passed out completely fucking hammered on my pink unicorn pillow pet;
I woke up with THE WORST hangover this morning. And I didn't really eat anything yesterday, so my body insisted that I drink some water just to throw up ten minutes later. And what sucked after that was the fact that I went to get some more water and felt fine, but i started looking at these gigantic fucking sacks of icing my roomate was using to decorate holiday cookies with; and I started focusing on the fact that the icing is just animal/veggie lard with sugar and coloring, and I threw that water up too. It went through my nose, but at least it was just water?

So then, I collect myself and decide to do some shrooms for the first goddamn time in my whole life. Tripped before, but never on those bastards. And I kept gagging trying to eat them because a huge puss and they tasted like devil-turds rolled in vomit. Whitney has also eaten them for the first time with me, as well as kevin... and this other girl we call amanda. Just as it's kicking in and I'm writing and my brain is having a fucking parade/holiday, whitney and amanda start VERBALLY flipping their shit. Whitney was just like "omg omg omg i don't know what's going on" and amanda girl wasn't even speaking fucking english. The only thing we could understand her saying was a constant "OOOH NOOOO". This doesn't ruin it for me or anything, it's all good and I'm in a good place. My brain had broken the language-barrier and i kept finding myself super quiet, simply because I couldn't explain anything I was thinking or feeling. When I'm peaking at the max, i wander into the kitchen for a cup of coffee, and my ******* roomate walks in from work... In a bad mood, and tells me that I can't smoke in my room anymore because it's all seeping into the rest of the apt.
But it was the absolute worst timing in the whole world because my fucking SOUL was HUGGING THE UNIVERSE, and then someone made it shrivel back up into my body. I seriously got unhigh after that, it really sucked. It just put me in the worst mood, and I was in such a GOOD PLACE, AOUHDFA;OSIH;oihOHOAFHD . You know?"

For the record, high is a codeword for in a good mood. Yeah, backwards code.